When I first started running, I believed two things that turned out not to be true: First, that running would make me thin, and second, that there is no such thing as a bad run. Filthy, vicious lies, both of them. First: Running, in and of itself, will not make you thin, not without an accompanying reduction in calories, a sacrifice I’m apparently unwilling to make past 11 a.m. on more » Read more
Losing Myself: A Runner Who Can’t Run
I miss you. I feel so alone without you, like my entire identity has been stripped from me. You gave me so much: friends, happiness, freedom, strength… And now you’re gone. I know nobody is at fault here, but I can’t help feeling sometimes like I could have done something to prevent this. I could have taken better care of myself. I could have been more committed to you, maybe more » Read more
Meet My Alter Ego, Anxiety Girl
I think everyone has a running super power. Mine happens to be planning and analyzing just about everything. Researching race reviews? Check. Figuring out my goal pace and my ideal splits? Check. Helping to plan a 5K, be in charge of making tutus for a 12 person relay team and making information packets for my spectators? Check, check and check. (I will admit that the information packet may have been a more » Read more
A Runner’s Guide to Inflammation
Did someone say INFLAMMATION!? AHHH! Quick! Get some ice! Get some NSAIDs! Elevate the problem area! Hurry! Wait…why are we hurrying? Relax, dear runner. Inflammation doesn’t have to be a gremlin in your body. In fact, if you take care of it well and don’t feed it after midnight, Inflammation can be a protective little guy who helps keep you running right. Read more
Overcoming Injury And The “I’m Back” Run
“I’ve been waiting weeks for you. Yeah, it was only three miles. And it was slow. But it felt so right. My legs felt light. My lungs felt fresh. Everything came together. Tonight, I had an “I’m back” run.” -Friday, May, 11th, 2012 An “I’m back” run is just that. Whether you are trying to come back from a nagging injury or even mental burnout, it’s comforting to know that more » Read more
Diary of an Injured Runner: Real Rock Bottom and Acceptance
Every injured runner hits rock bottom. Sometimes it takes several false rock bottoms before you hit your real rock bottom. It’s hard to know what real rock bottom is until you’ve started to climb back out of it. It’s one of those things that you can only know in retrospect. I think it takes hitting that real rock bottom to accept the realities of the injury and to start moving more » Read more
Diary of an Injured Runner: Half Full
Have you ever had one of those moments when you suddenly realized what a big whiny baby you were being? No? Just me. I was afraid of that! Seriously, though I think I just experienced one of those moments. As all my dear readers well know by now I’ve been struggling with what I like to call a stupid stupid butt injury. It’s been a long drawn out saga and more » Read more
Diary of an Injured Runner: Detox
As I lay on the x-ray table at the orthopedist’s office today, the tech made a crack about crazy runners, “you runners, you’re like addicts!” True ‘dat! One of the biggest hurdles I’ve encountered in my quest to heal is letting go of running. I’ve managed a few days off here and a few days off there, but I really haven’t taken any significant stretch off to let my body more » Read more
Diary of an Injured Runner: Denial
Hindsight is 20-20 as they say. Now I can look back at the previous months and even years and see how I built up a tolerance to pain and how the pain slowly built up so that it went virtually unperceived for a long time. By the time New Year’s Eve rolled around I was in pain always. Every run I was dealing with a tight upper right leg that more » Read more
Diary of an Injured Runner: Tipping Point
It’s a day over six weeks since I officially took my seat on the d.l. My husband Mike and I were late to my running club’s annual New Year’s Eve 13 mile run. It was an out-and-back so we figured we could run out and then if I felt like it I could circle back with my training partners. The first half of the run climbs, but Mike and I more » Read more