Clove’s (!) Training Log: Week of 1.18.2014

Hullo?  Anyone out there? Yeah, it’s me.  You know the one – the one who spent half of last year trying to get knocked up via drugs, doctors and procedures, then ran a quickie 100-miler when it didn’t work, and then proceeded to fall off the face of the Salty earth? I’m baaaa-aaaack.  And I’m sorry. You know, I meant to get back a hundred different times.  Busy is not more » Read more

Clove’s Secret: The Things That Running Cannot Heal

Nope, this one’s not about infertility. Those of you that follow me may have noticed that I dropped off the radar after the failed pregnancy push earlier this year.  I did exactly as planned; trained up as best I could over five weeks and ran Burning River.  There should have been a race report.  Actually, most of the race report exists, but it became too painful to finish.  I need more » Read more

Runners are Not Special – Until They Make Others Feel the Same

Yesterday, a friend of mine posted an article on Facebook that resonated with me.  So much, in fact, that I immediately realized that our own community could use some similar reminders. Kristen and I met more than ten years ago.  She was training for her first marathon and I had just moved to Columbus.  We had some fun times running and going out with friends until she moved away (boo), more » Read more

Clove’s Training & Fertility Treatment Log: Week 5, Cycle Four

Well, I guess I’ll just cut to the chase. 19 weeks, 76 shots, five pregnant days back in March – but no baby. Sorry, Salties, but I’m not pregnant.  Definitely not pregnant. I’ve had so many thoughts, so many ruminations, so many emotions over the past week, and yet this post just isn’t working out to be one of my more emotional ones.  I had thought, a week or so more » Read more

Clove’s Training and Fertility Treatment Log: Weeks 3 & 4, Cycle Four

We’re a little under two weeks from a big sea change here; I’ll either be miraculously pregnant, or I’ll be training for Burning River.  The biggest change this week has been the shift in my mindset; I feel as if I’ve turned the corner from hoping and praying and moved on to envisioning a day at Burning River.  In many ways, I feel as if I’m just waiting out these more » Read more

Badwater 101

Badwater. In short, it’s 135 miles across Death Valley in 120 degree temperatures.  The pavement alone reaches up to 128 degrees. It’s nothing short of epic.  It’s Coriander’s long-term stretch goal, and her post awhile back was enough to get me reminiscent of my four trips there; twice crewing the official race and twice “playing with fire.”  And let’s not lie, I’ve got my eye on that sucker too.  But I’ve more » Read more

Clove’s Training and Fertility Treatment Log: Week 2, Cycle Four

The weekend of “floating my boat” down in Lauderdale was such a wonderful, relaxing break – in spite of all the running.  It just felt so good to put it all down for a few days, with the exception of the ten minutes I spent preparing and doing my shots.  DB and I got to spend some quality running (and relaxing) time together, getting excited for Badwater, gearing up for more » Read more

Clove’s Training and Fertility Treatment Log: Week 1, Cycle Four

The results are in – in the title, that is.  Week 1, Cycle Four, otherwise known as “An Introduction to Nun Piss and the Part Where Sh*t Gets Serious.” But more on that later. Related PostsToo Young for a Midlife Crisis I Might Be Down But I’m Far From Out The Thrill of Victory, The Agony of Defeat: Face Your Fear of Failure Stroller Jealousy: The Life of the Infertile more » Read more

Clove’s Training and Fertility Treatment Log: Weeks 3 – 5, Cycle Three

Salty readers, it has been a crazy busy few weeks for the Clove-ster.  Nothing bad, just a lot of work, travel for work, running around and general malaise from the treatments. While I got a little behind in posting my logs, I was indeed still jotting them down.  Cycle three went much better than cycle two, both on a day to day basis and in terms of anticipated success, but more » Read more

Clove’s Training and Fertility Treatment Log: Week 2, Cycle Three

This week was still a mixed bag in Clove-land.  I had some really fantastic experiences that I’m fired up about, but I also had some difficult stuff going on that really caused some emotional turmoil.  The treatment cycle has kind of gotten buried beneath all of that, but perhaps that’s a mixed blessing too.I was due to pace the 5:00 group at the Eugene Marathon, and it ended up fitting into more » Read more