Yes, you’re right. Justin Bieber is just begging for the Friday 5 treatment. However, this week the Friday 5 takes a serious turn. Earlier this week word got out that University of Pennsylvania runner Madison Holleran took her own life. It was devastating news. It hit close to home for me. As many of you know, Cinnamon and I are a suicide survivors, losing our dad when we were children. I know many people who struggle with depression from time to time, and many who find running has helped them battle this disorder and to mostly keep it at bay.
But running can do more than alleviate depression’s symptoms or keep it from creeping back. Our running can tell us if we might be suffering from depression and give us clues that it’s time to get some help to heal. Today’s Friday 5 is here to help you know when your running is telling you it’s time to seek help for depression.
1. You feel unmotivated to run. Normally you can’t wait to get your run on! But when you’re depressed, it can be hard to get excited about even your most favoritest activities.
2. You feel more achey than usual. Depression not only hurts in the brain, but it drains your body and can leave you feeling sore and achey in weird places.
3. It’s harder to focus and you notice more negative self-talk than usual. Often when one is depressed you might get caught up in negative thought loops. It can be hard to concentrate when depressed, especially when feeling very pessimistic. That might manifest itself in a slightly slow pace, causing one to throw in the towel on the workout when normally you wouldn’t sweat one slow split.
4. You can’t hit your usual training paces. Depression takes a toll on your body and can impact your body’s ability to recover. Depressed people often feel exhausted all the time even if their sleeping more than usual. This physical toll can make running feel harder than you think it should.
5. Your running goals seem pointless or inconsequential. Normally you’re a big dreamer and feel excited to train and chase down the dream, but if you’re depressed these goals might start to feel completely out of your grasp or pointless.
If you think you might be depressed, please seek help. It’s really no different than suffering from the flu — you need to get better and you will with the right treatment. A good place to start is to see your primary care physician who can send you in the right direction for treatment, either medical or talk therapy. And if you feel really bad and think you’re in danger of harming yourself, please please please immediately get help. Go to an E.R. or call a suicide prevention line (The U.S. National Suicide Prevention Hotline is 800-273-TALK). You are not alone, never ever alone.
Have you ever run through a depression? Did you notice any differences in yourself as a depressed runner versus your usual runner self?